A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater. He wasnt ready to dive into that third time yet. You promised me, Eddie. Nobody knows where he is for a very long time. Ashes Scene in Avengers: Infinity War Part 1, build me a home underground (free from light and sound), Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, hints at buddie because these boys need a wake up call, Eddie and Buck share one brain cell and neither has it, Bobby took the brain cell and Athena has it protective custody because Buddie can't be trusted, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, This will have multiple chapters but I don't know how this all works yet, What if this storm ends? Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him. Figures he will run out just as he begins to accept its time to find a life he can bear living. 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Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Buck was tired, okay. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? Buck celebrates Christmas together with his boyfriend. - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Unfortunately, in a very difficult time. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. forgotten by some, remembered by you, a 9-1-1 fanfic | FanFiction Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. Still nothing. Youve worked hard to achieve this without anyone giving you anything. Eddie was being serious. Buck ends up in the hospital again and while still under the influence of the pain medication he asks to go home with Eddie. He never does figure out how to stop.). He finally starts to think back on Maddie's worried face when she told him about it, and he thinks that maybe Maddie knew before he did that he was sick. - Pudiste despertarme y sentirte muy culpable despus. Yeah, hes taking a nap in the bunks right now. He looked over at Eddie and tilted his head. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. 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You answered every question correctly and in the history of the LAFD no one has ever scored 100% on that exam but you did., Eddie moves his right hand from Bucks shoulder and gently cups his cheek. While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. They'd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each other's clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. or, buck worries about his family after everything that's happened and can't escape the feeling that something bad will happen. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. Eddie knew he was pushing, but only a tinge; he wanted Buck to know he was there for him, always. He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Thats not particularly odd or even a particularly new experience recently. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. . Eddie doesnt need help, despite everything thats happened. Legend had it that the Santa Anas had the ability to stir up sinister natures in the human soul and caused strange happenings wherever they blew. Please consider turning it on! After the wave hits, Buck manages to get Christopher atop the fire engine, but his injuries leave them stranded. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. You havent seen it yet, he says quietly. He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. Has he left the station in two days?, Bobby blew out a breath of air and shook his head. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. The team and Maddie eventually believe Buck is no longer alive. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. Eddie joins the 118. Then one Saturday became important. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. Who is this man? Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. And then I saw you. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. When he wasn't completely ignoring Buck he would yell at him for even the most minor screw up. Buck shrugs half-heartedly. They could hear the rain plumping against the window, the soft sounds decreasing Buck his anxiety. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. He took her from camp that night. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Eddie rubbed his face with his hands and sighed heavily. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. Going somewhere that wasn't really home anymore when he was barely awake enough to make his feet move might not have been the best idea. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Hes reached through fire and over cliff sides, across blood-soaked asphalt and between a decades worth of trauma, all for Eddie. It was too much to handle, to process. For a moment, he closes his eyes against the emotions building like a maelstrom, struggles to take in another breath of his own, before he tries again. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. Buck, you did something no other Captain has ever done and thats extraordinary., Buck lowers his head and whispers, I just IId feel a lot better if you were going to be there with me.__________. Theyd both been too young and too drunk to care about much other than the ball dropping and getting each others clothes off to notice the snow that had started to fall around them. Twelve weeks before episode one of the series Buck gets a call telling him an old fling of his was in labour with their child and didn't want the baby. Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. 3 firefighter, 1 policeman and 2 children will have to learn from the darkness and get out alive.Evan Buckley would do anything to protect his own. So yeahhh, here it is. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. It occurs to Eddie later this is the closest hes ever been to punching a superior. There, by chance, he meets Buck. (By special request. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. Eddie buys bath products during his self care journey and ends up using them on Buck instead. Just another Hollywood Amnesia story the fandom probably didn't need but lived in my head rent free for too long. 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Quiet Evan buckley-- Is that even possible? "I want to go with Eddie" The words were stumbling past his lips before his medicated mind could catch up to what he was asking for. A step that now Buck was going to be late for. What happens when Eddie notices something? Until Jason Baker, the leader of the illegal fighting, kidnaps the members of 118 and Athena, to force Eddie to fight for him again.